12 January 2013 @ 03:26 am
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[Rhade has the nice new chess set that Arthas gave him set up in a common room. He's thinking about something, turning one of the handcrafted pieces in his hand as he examines it.]

I was an inmate here once. I had a warden, but as well meaning as he was our personalities [there's a flash of teeth as he says the word] weren't exactly comparable. I still felt a little abandoned when we were unpaired. In fact, much of my path to graduation felt incredibly isolated.

Ultimately what graduated me was not the hand of a specifically assigned warden, or even myself. It was realizing that while I might have felt isolated there were a few people, warden and inmate alike, that had given me their loyalty and I gave them mine. It wasn't the painful events or even the irritating ones that made me question my former actions. It was seeing and hearing how other passengers had lived their lives, knowing their experiences, and I could see myself in them and I could think for just a moment that a decision I had made in the past might not have been as rational as I believed it to be at the time. And I believe this would have been the case, warden or no.

[Then he pulls a little bit of a face, putting down the piece.]

But I suppose that's just my own experience and we're all individuals. That's simply mine. [Though sometimes he has to shake the thought of "what if?" now that he knows he wouldn't make the same mistakes again. He would like to try to save the Commonwealth again, but that would mean killing Dylan.] I've never felt particularly grateful to the ship or the Admiral for it, and I don't expect anyone here to, but I won't rob credit from the passengers that did help me. I'm also sure other graduates have their own scenarios. [And then he decides he's had enough of that.]

Speaking of being grateful towards the ship, most of the kitchen crew on several shifts has been relocated or left. We need more. If we don't have a suitable crew, I wouldn't put it past the Admiral to return the faceless servants. I wouldn't especially want the return of the faceless servants, considering their somewhat... dubious natures. [Just a nice little note to tack onto the end there.]

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Would you like to help me break this in? [This is a suspiciously pointed gift. In Nietzschean speak, it would mean you wanted to play a game.]

[Private to Arya | Video]

I have a couple of books for you. I think they will be of interest.

[Spam for Dylan]

[With his speech fresh in his mind, he goes to Dylan's room. There's remorse there for what he did, but also a little curiosity- what if he had become the One? In a way, given his recent experiences with Ben, he's now wondering if he could have managed it.

He considers it a dangerous thought and of course he's going to hedge around it, but he needs to address it.]
 
 
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flying echolocating mammal man: oh god[personal profile] theonlyresponse on January 12th, 2013 12:44 pm (UTC)
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[It's a lot to take in and the audio feed clicks on before Bruce can fully grasp what he's doing, but he doesn't say anything.

He doesn't know what to say - or he does, but Rhade isn't the one he should be saying it to.

He realises the feed is still on and flicks it off, switching to text.]
Thank you.
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - skeptical[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 12th, 2013 12:48 pm (UTC)
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[He's honestly surprised that it seemed to help someone. He's also respectful enough to respond in text.] You're welcome. [But that makes the ramble worth it.] Good luck.
flying echolocating mammal man[personal profile] theonlyresponse on January 12th, 2013 12:49 pm (UTC)
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A question, if you don't mind.
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - heartbreak[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 12th, 2013 12:50 pm (UTC)
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Yes?
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hunt4commonwealth: leaning over[personal profile] hunt4commonwealth on January 12th, 2013 06:43 pm (UTC)
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[Dylan was about to ask Rhade over the communicator about the faceless servants. (And maybe indirectly ask him about his time as an inmate.) And then, serendipity! Rhade is there in person.]

Hey. I was just about to call you.
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - tux space gun[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 12th, 2013 07:13 pm (UTC)
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Oh. [A sort of a simple response. He fidgits before inviting himself to have a seat.] What about?
hunt4commonwealth: listening[personal profile] hunt4commonwealth on January 12th, 2013 07:31 pm (UTC)
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[He's observant enough to notice Rhade's fidgeting and wonders what that's about. He's going to start with the simple questions, though.]

Those faceless servants you mentioned, sounds like there's a story behind that.
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with_my_teacup[personal profile] with_my_teacup on January 12th, 2013 08:40 pm (UTC)
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Yeah, well, I obviously ain't doing anything these days. Might as well.

[He means kitchen duty, but context is earned, not given. Bitter mcbitterass had a fight with his hate friend and is still depressed as mighty hell.]
Gaheris Rhade[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 12th, 2013 08:52 pm (UTC)
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[Context is mostly assumed.] Thank you.

There's rarely much to do aboard this ship.
with_my_teacup[personal profile] with_my_teacup on January 12th, 2013 08:54 pm (UTC)
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Amazing how you forget that.

Tomorrow morning?
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Arthas Menethil: distant[personal profile] darknessb4me on January 12th, 2013 08:41 pm (UTC)
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Yes.

[Nietzchean or not, that's what the gift meant. It's not so much a challenge as a peace offering - I play chess, you play chess, let's play chess?

Arthas isn't the best at social gestures.]
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - your move[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 12th, 2013 08:50 pm (UTC)
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[He'll take it. Graduation did help him get better at taking peace offerings.] I'm in the 5th floor common room.
Arthas Menethil: oh no u dint[personal profile] darknessb4me on January 14th, 2013 12:27 am (UTC)
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[Arthas skulks up there as fast as is possible while still appearing to be indifferent.]

Hi.
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Satsuki Yatouji: Watching from doorways[personal profile] technophilic on January 12th, 2013 08:44 pm (UTC)
You mean to say that you graduated because of your friends?

[ Whelp, it's hopeless. ]
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - do you have a problem?[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 12th, 2013 08:49 pm (UTC)
Somewhat. I graduated because of ideological adversaries, too. And people that made similar decisions but were obviously not... centered enough to make them. ["Centered" is a good way to put it.]
Satsuki Yatouji: Maybe tired[personal profile] technophilic on January 12th, 2013 09:36 pm (UTC)
You judged yourself by judging others?

[ Interesting tactic. ]
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Perry van Shrike: he called her a bad word[personal profile] vanshrike on January 13th, 2013 08:58 pm (UTC)
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[They've spoken on the topic of Rhade's prior inmate status before, but it still gets Perry thinking.]

Sometimes I'm not entirely convinced it isn't a job this ship could do on its own. [Given enough time. But Rhade is right, one experience doesn't necessarily influence anything about the rest. There are a broad range of characteristics that would appear to make an inmate, after all.

... There's more to that thought, but Rhade's done more than his fair share of listening to him lately.]
Thanks for before, by the way.
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - sure whatever[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 14th, 2013 02:20 am (UTC)
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It can. A friend of mine- Persephone, she was here before you. She was demoted for assisting another inmate in a ship takeover because she was so insulted by some of the other crew.

I remember the man that insulted her, too. [Kind of bitter for his own reasons there.]

It's no problem. Did you speak with him?
Perry van Shrike: adjectives are pretty gay[personal profile] vanshrike on January 14th, 2013 03:38 am (UTC)
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[Perry gives quiet 'hm' of acknowledgement, but otherwise doesn't comment further. More to think about on his own time. The question earns a telling pause, however.]

He stopped by to complain about his Christmas present. [He vaguely recalls that much. He'd had quite a lot to drink by that point in the evening.]
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Arya Stark: tiniest wood gatherer ever[personal profile] fearcutsdeeperthanswords on January 14th, 2013 03:54 pm (UTC)
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I'll come get them. [But omg omg omg] Faceless servants?
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - orly[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 14th, 2013 03:57 pm (UTC)
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They weren't any useful kind of faceless. They literally had no faces, and would cut the blank areas open to attack people with teeth beneath. They're better to be avoided.
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Oh...oh. I think I remember them. They were here a year ago, weren't they?
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lua klein[personal profile] surrenders on January 15th, 2013 02:12 am (UTC)
I think you made better use of that time than anyone I know. Even if it's not what you were intending to do.

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Maybe we should just tell them we aren't cooking. I don't think anyone would call that bluff.
Gaheris Rhade: rhade - alert[personal profile] truth_is_cold on January 15th, 2013 07:28 am (UTC)
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I have enough assistance on now in the evenings but if your lunch schedule is still compromised by next week, I would tell everyone that. There are enough inmates here that we can accept some assistance.
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Enough wardens who might get theirs to do something.

I really think Wanda and I might stop.
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