[Rhade is meaning that Ben might have acted without being himself.] As in Manticore? No. I don't think it was that. Recently there was a flood where he was successfully indoctrinated back into Manticore, and afterwards he panicked because he couldn't stand that way of thinking.
Between that, the reunion with a sibling, and the fact that someone he was fond of had her entire mindset altered I would be willing to consider he may have acted without remembering it. But if it's unlikely from what you've seen, then I'll have to keep investigating other avenues.
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[Rhade is meaning that Ben might have acted without being himself.] As in Manticore? No. I don't think it was that. Recently there was a flood where he was successfully indoctrinated back into Manticore, and afterwards he panicked because he couldn't stand that way of thinking.
Between that, the reunion with a sibling, and the fact that someone he was fond of had her entire mindset altered I would be willing to consider he may have acted without remembering it. But if it's unlikely from what you've seen, then I'll have to keep investigating other avenues.