Ben, there are people on board that can get into your head and make you do things, that can make you not remember. It's happened to me twice. [And he's a little worried about what his mindset might have been.] But I need to prove them wrong. I'm tired of them calling you names and treating you like you're a walking threat.

And if someone did use you as a weapon- [though why at Robert?] -I want to know.