I don't know. I don't want to have to forget anything here. I don't want to have to forget that you're alive and not a traitor. And remembering all the things I learned here, and remembering everything I went through might give me an advantage when I'm doing my re-do.

But I'm worried that if I know too much about the future, I might start second-guessing myself. And maybe it's better if I go at it with a totally clean slate.