I'm not wrong, because Bucky's still gone. Zack never came back. You ended up dead, and now no one is protecting the other transgenics from being hated.

And now there are innocent men who are more alone than you have ever been on the boat. And on top of that YOU TRIED TO MAKE ME SHOOT YOU! [That part screamed into his cell]. How dare you do that to me, knowing what you know. I carried my best friend's body from the bridge to his room. I was with my dead friend for 300 years.

[And at this point he's at the edge of tears.] And you tried to make me kill you- YOU TRIED TO MAKE ME WANT TO KILL YOU!

[And it just came pouring out because it hurts, hurts as much as many of the other things on the Barge. Chang mocking him for being too human when he didn't want to be. Wanting to kill Mariska. Seeing Dylan call him a traitor again. It hurts, and he quiets down and turns and covers his mouth and winces against a pain, because he doesn't want to raise his voice again anywhere around the other man in the area.

He's lucky. He avoids crying and manages to collect himself, though now his back is turned.]