[Ben's fingers curl, voice raising in desperation; no one understands. They all say try harder. Zack told him to make the choice to be better. Max told him to make the choice to stop. That simple. Make the choice.
He can't figure the trick of it.]
I can't do it! I tried for years and couldn't fit in with the humans, couldn't learn what they know - I tried, for my unit, I tried so hard - I tried for Bucky, I tried for you, and I can't, I'm broken, I'm...
[He swallows, frustrated and upset, shoving away from the front of the cell to pace towards the back, shoulders tense and eyes blurring.]
[Spam] CW: Suicidal Talk cont.
[Ben's fingers curl, voice raising in desperation; no one understands. They all say try harder. Zack told him to make the choice to be better. Max told him to make the choice to stop. That simple. Make the choice.
He can't figure the trick of it.]
I can't do it! I tried for years and couldn't fit in with the humans, couldn't learn what they know - I tried, for my unit, I tried so hard - I tried for Bucky, I tried for you, and I can't, I'm broken, I'm...
[He swallows, frustrated and upset, shoving away from the front of the cell to pace towards the back, shoulders tense and eyes blurring.]